October 28th, 2005
|03:31 pm - Getting rid of dead wood . . .|
The city has been pruning the trees along my street the past few days and now has done the ones by my house, cutting away dead branches that are a danger to those below. Some of these had fallen to the ground in the storms of recent days, including a rather large one in my front yard -- luckily only a few bushes were damaged by it.
The thought has come to me, given this season of the year and recent events, that I should do the same thing with my LiveJournal and its Friends list.
There have been a few feeds that have died over the past few months and some communities that now seem to be pushing up daisies, so I've decided to remove them, as well as a friend's LJ that is basicly a duplicate of her main LJ, albeit sanitized for family consumption.
Those decisions were the easy ones.
The harder questions came up with whether or not to remove the LJ's of other people -- people I had considered friends, but where that may no longer be the case now. Some had "unfriended" me, others had never "friended" me in the first place, despite "friending" others. (I'm not referring here to people whose LJ's are fairly new or who rarely use them, BTW -- I want to make that clear!)
To me it's time to call a spade a spade and acknowledge that these relationships either never really were what they had purported to be or that they have become damaged to the point that they may no longer exist. For some of them, my efforts to make things better have been rebuffed and my trying to reach out has met only a stony wall of silence.
The question then becomes to what extent, if any, I feel comfortable having these people see various "friends-only" entries. An ancillary question is whether or not it is possible that these relationships can be salvaged or not, and whether things can get better in the future, even if they are pretty crappy at the moment.
I don't get rid of people from my life lightly or easily, just as I don't make friends easily or lightly. I also don't care for one-sided relationships, however, and that is what some of these have become.
So I have decided on a temporary compromise -- I shall change the "friends group" status of these persons in such a way that it reflects our current relationship. Some "friends-only" posts they will still have access to, others not. Should the relationship improve over time, I will return them to the "friends group" they had been in before. However, if after a certain length of time -- perhaps the proverbial "year and a day" -- things have not improved at all, I may then decide to "unfriend" them, since by then it will be obvious that they have no desire to make our relationship better, if the relationship still really exists at all.
I will hold the door open for them, but not forever -- not if I see no sign whatsoever of a desire on their part to make things between us better than they are at present.
(A note to those who have "friended" me but whom I have not "friended" -- this is basicly because I really don't know you very well and you are a virtual stranger to me. Chat with me in IM for a while (ID on user info page), make friends with me, and you will soon be added to my Friends list.)
I would like to make things better with these people, but I cannot do so all by myself -- there must be some reciprocity. I'd like to hope that there can be a thaw in our current frostiness, but that will likely take time.
I'm willing to be patient.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: "La Derniere Fois (For the Last Time)" by Charivari
|Date:||October 29th, 2005 04:01 pm (UTC)|| |
Sorry about that...
Did I mention that I have ADD and occasionally miss important details? Such as whether I'm logged in and identified, when I'm posting? Yeep.
|Date:||November 1st, 2005 03:12 am (UTC)|| |
Re: Sorry about that...
I agree that the terms they use are loaded and that a more neutral terminology might be a good thing.
In the above comment
I discuss how I
view my friends list. I generally am unwilling to add someone to it with whom I am not friendly already, either as online friends or as real-world friends. I view it as an indicator of a personal relationship I have with someone -- and its current state.
I do also use it as a "frequently read" page a little bit, with respect to feeds of cartoons and certain other blogs, but mostly I use it to keep current on the things that are going on in the lives of my friends. Keeping those connections alive, despite in some cases distances of many thousands of miles, is something that is important to me.