|12:05 am - The exodus of friends continues . . .|
One of the side effects of being Evil Incarnate . . .
~~ sighs ~~
~~ twirls her pointy tail ~~
~~ sings Voltaire's "When You're Evil" to cheer herself up ~~
~~ twirls her pointy tail some more ~~
~~ starts to read "Pariah-hood for Dummies" ~~
Current Mood: resigned
Current Music: "When You're Evil" by Voltaire
|Date:||October 20th, 2005 07:48 pm (UTC)|| |
Re: attempting to be a voice of reason...
and you're forgetting that he never made any sort of a commitment to you.
No -- I never made the commitment to him. I kept on pushing him away. I was trying to make something work with someone else. And I didn't want to make a commitment to him while I was involved with someone else -- that wouldn't have been fair to me. So he became involved with others. I wasn't available to him. My bad.
Oh my god 'seph, you have totally stepped into the realm of the surreal.
The fact that you can't/won't see that is really not normal. You really need to speak to someone professional. I give up.
I don't think I'm being surreal -- although you do.
It's OK -- this was a complicated messy situation that evolved over most of a decade. You've only known me since his current primary has been in the picture.
If you'd known me earlier, maybe you'd have a different opinion.